Sucking it up
With time I've come to realize that being a woman means to suck up to the world. All the more if you're a nicey Indian woman. More often then not we are forced to suck up our anger and let things just go. Not until a very long time ago this sucking up never really existed for me. I never even knew there was an alternative like sucking up or for the sake of decency let's call it letting go. My understanding of anger was just express it, be mindless, talk bull shit without thinking and only focus on the fact that I'm angry and I have to express it to the other person, in a way make him feel bad...after all how dare he or she and then something devastating happened that forced me to analyse what went wrong.. I guess sometimes letting go is a good option, it can save relationships, it can stop people from getting hurt, it make others feel cared for and sometimes even happy. In my case sucking up my anger towards my colleagues saves my job, sucking up anger toward